- Part 5 -
At home again I had some crazy ideas to shorten my hairs...
But the possible bad results let me stop my intentions and I forgot all further self-tests.
Instead of that I made a comfortable afternoon with looking TV. After all that troubles I had to relax somehow.Before I went to bed, I should take those homoeopathic pills - but there was a little problem: I didn't know, how much to take.
Did the doctor say "Three pills at the evening" or was it "Thirty"?
In front of the bathroom-mirror three of those tiny pills seemed not enough. So I took much more.Not without some crazy effects. The well-known world changed to an other world, full with wonderful colours.
As the colours became pale, I had a lot of headache and it was strange, because I was at a completeley other place than before. And soon I had to realize, that it was the place from my dreams. The "spider web" was there, too. But it were only iron bars in front of a window without any gigantic spiders.
"Oh", said to myself, "probably I am dreaming again". And it was a strange feeling to dream and to know, that I was dreaming. I remembered to had such experience some days agone, but the situation there was so weird, that I immediately tried all possible, to wake up.Now it was different. It was exciting and adventurous. I wanted to find out, what's going on here. I looked around me and found a gloomy way, going up to a hill.
I intended to follow this way, which was also a part of my last dreams.
The whole world of dreams with it's special colours were gone away and I couldn't find a difference to the "real" world. Now the way was just normal and it seemed to me, that suddenly this all wasn't a dream any longer.
It was a miracle! I thought: "Perhaps I was running to this place in my confusion?". This seemed to be a logical possibility. But it was very mysterious. A sliding transition from the world of dreams into reality - "That is the craziest thing ever can happen to me!", I said do myself...
...I should be wrong again.
After a while I arrived the wall of rock where the monster in my dreams always was waiting for me - but there was no monster. And I was really glad about it: In my dreams I escaped only by waking up. And I was not sure, how to do this in this situation.
I stayed there for a while. An indescribable repercussion was comming out of this cave. Should I make an accurater look to it? Or should I better return? I had a strange feeling.
But I felt, I had to make a decision now...
...There are things in your life, you can't foresee...
...Decisions you have to make, without knowing the result...
...somehow you know, what to do...
...if you don't do it, you will find no peace any more...
...if you do it, nothing will be the same as before...
what could I loose? Worst case: My life? Someday it will end anyway!I entered the cave.
Soon the darkness was around me and I waited until my eyes accustomed it.
"That's no normal darkness here", I said to myself, "...that's advanced darkness!", I thought and I had to smile - at least I haven't lost my sense of humour.
On the other side I wasn't in right mood for laughing. All could happen here. Perhaps there was living a wild animal which could attack me, or I would fall down in an abyss - because after a few meters I even couldn't see the hand in front of my eyes.
I wished to return, but something let me go further into the darkness.
A strange place here. Something odd was going on here.
And suddenly there was that light.
Unbelievable bright and indiscribable otherwise than all I had seen before.
A reflex let me close my eyes
"WHITE FLAMES" I thought.
A flash touched me...
"THE TRANSFORMATION BEGINS!"